The first verse is a reference to this really old song I wrote about a night I spent spray painting stuff in a train yard with my brother and our friend Tony. The second is about this time I puked at an Against Me! concert (02/09/07) because I got too close to this girl I was in love with. The working title for this song was "Still Honest", a reference to the song she was singing. The song is about hesitating.
lyrics
You told me you wanted to know something that you never heard me say. I said before we met I got pretty close to running away on a train, but my feet clung to my place. I watched a girl sing she was untouchable while her hair brushed on my cheeks. I got scared and I threw up right at the show, and cried about it for weeks. I let the moment pass. Because the story of my life is all the romance I don't go out and find.